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Haven't you people ever heard of closing the goddamn door? [Monday
February 20th, 2006
[ mood | blah ]

Long time no update.

How's everyone?

Hope you had a good Valentines Day.

Nothing too much really has been happening... cept for little things, lol but I dont feel like going into that.

I'm going to the Mardi Gras dance. Wo0t wo0t...I guess, lol.

I hope I have fun.

hmm.. well okey dokey, thats pretty much it for now.

I love you!

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Feel like making love. [Monday
February 6th, 2006
[ mood | devious ]


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February 4th, 2006
[ mood | I'm just giving up.. ]


I give up.

You win stupid Cupid.


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I'm coming clean.. [Monday
January 30th, 2006
[ mood | curious ]

You know.. earlier today I was just sitting and thinking.. and I realized that after all the people around me have lost someone they loved with all their heart.. they still love everyone else around them.. and they're still looking for love in that one special person.. when I who has lost nothing just can't seem to accept anything or anyone into my heart.. and it kinda scares me..

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We belong together.. like the open seas and shores-- [Sunday
January 29th, 2006
[ mood | Me, myself and... Me.. :[ ]

Hola mi amigo.

Hmm, it's been a while. Kinda. Ha..

Lotsa stuff been going on. Some not so great but.. I'll just give a quick once over.

Kay well one good news is that I finished all my medicine (for my kidney) but I still have to drink like 6 glasses of water a day. Bleh.

Umm, single again... so.. yea.. I really liked him but I don't think I was very happy so, it's probably for the best. Shit happens, life goes on, heh..

Moment of embarrassment! I needed to get my mind off some stuff so I went to Christines last night, and well I was wearing these high heels, and standing in front of the mirror so I picked my foot up to look at it in the mirror, and I lost balance (because I'm such a clutz) and went to put my other foot back down and it got caught on the bag I had brought over with my clothes in it, and it was paper so it ripped and I fell flat on my face. Luckily there was a bean bag that slightly broke my fall. Still hurt my face though lol, Christine and I were laughing so hard we cried. And then!! Omfg, okay I had left the tv on in the living room because I was hungry so we got up and went to the kitchen, but her parents were sleeping so we had to be quiet. But we had let her little doggy out so we could play with her (keep in mind its like 2 in the morning) and so she was like go turn the tv off, well I was wearing these really soft slippery socks and was sliding all over the kitchen floor because its wood, and so I was running out there to turn the tv off, and the frickin dog humped my leg all the way out there! So i'm running and screaming quietly, and shes like right there on my leg, so I ran back into the kitchen, sliding allllll over the place, and Christine had just got the mashed potatoes out of the microwave and I came running around the table, dog still behind me, and she handed me the mashed potatoes, WHICH WERE SOOOOOO HOT!, and so it's burning my hand and i'm like owowowowowow, running around the table trying to get away from the dog, the dog is still there trying to hump my leg and i'm tyring to be quiet, and Christine is standing there laughing her ass off.

It was horrible.

I'm such a retard.

But I guess it's times like those that make life fun. Even though it feels kinda shitty right now.. :\

♥ I guess..

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He's a magic man, with magic hands.. [Tuesday
January 24th, 2006
[ mood | What Quixotic means..idk ]


Well it turns out I have a kidney infection. Went to the Dr. last night.

So... yea bummer for me. But It's a good thing I know NOW, because if I would've waited I might have had to go to the hospital.

They said they found red and white blood cells, so that means my kidney is bleeding.

But no need to worry, I got medicine and stuff and I'm having to drink a whole bunch of water so, it's gravey.


I love you!

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No one reads LJ's anymore so.. whatever [Sunday
January 22nd, 2006
[ mood | jealous ]

My issues aren't important anymore. I've realized that myself.

You know how sometimes you just wanna complain about something and get it off your chest, and I thought someone would be there and listen but.. maybe not.

I hate jealousy. It's such a bitch, omfg.

It's like, in your mind you know that probably nothing is going on you know? Like I know I can trust people/a person but.. there's always that little thought in the back of your mind you know?


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January 16th, 2006
[ mood | discontent ]


How's stuff?

Went skating on saturday with Courtney and Kristen, and then Devin and his two friends came so that was fun. Sucks J.T couldn't come though.. :(

Woah dude it was so weird and kinda scary.. Sat. night when I got home I was sitting down and I wasnt feeling too good and I dropped something on the floor and couldn't reach it so I stood up to walk over to get it, and I bent down and picked it up and then I totally blacked out and fainted and so I fell to the floor and hit my head really hard so I guess it snapped me out of it and I woke up. So now I have a cut on my forhead lol. It was kinda scary though. But.. yea.

Well you guys should call me, we'll hang out.

♥ Je T'aime

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I wanna makeoutttttttttttt.. [Wednesday
January 11th, 2006
[ mood | So0o..wanna makeout? ]

Hola mi amigos.

I really have the urge to wanna makeout and I don't know why. I'm so bored that it's driven me to making out madness. AHHH!


I've been such a bookworm, I can't put down this book I'm reading. It's called French Kiss. =O


Maybe that's why I have the urge to make out! French kiss! DUH!

Gosh, looks and brains.





Ps.- Te quiero, J.T ;] Mwah, luff you.

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Give it to me baby..uh huh, uh huh-- [Tuesday
January 10th, 2006
[ mood | sore ]

I got new sharpie markers!

Thought I'd let everyone know..

I have: Sunset orange, Playful purple, Yellow blaze, Key lime, Fandango pink, Deep sea blue, Woodsy brown, Tuxedo black, Rambunctious red, Hot aqua, Forest green, && Blue skies blue.

Don't those sound so sexy?

I know I thought so too.


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Take me away from this madness!!! [Sunday
January 8th, 2006
[ mood | Freakin' out yo!!! ]


Hola mi amigo. How's life? Mine is just graVey. Yes. GraVey. With a capital V.

I don't know why... but I like spelling it that way.

Life has been... interesting. Haha.

Courtney spent the night the other day.. graVey.

GraVey is my new word, in case you haven't caught on.

I feel like singing.


I'm so bored. Life is just kinda pathetic you know? Some problems here and there.. with friends and friends and...friends..

But you know, nothing too important.


Sweet dreams America

Hardy har har..

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January 2nd, 2006
[ mood | Aww..I'm in like (Not love) ]

I'm sittin' here all by myself
just tryin' to think of something to do
Tryin' to think of something, anything
just to keep me from thinking of you
But you know it's not working out
'cause you're all that's on my mind
One thought of you is all it takes
to leave the rest of the world behind

Well I didn't mean for this to go as far as it did
And I didn't mean to get so close and share what we did
And I didn't mean to fall in love, but I did
And you didn't mean to love me back/but I know you did

I'm sittin' here tryin' to convince myself
that you're not the one for me
But the more I think, the less I believe it
and the more I want you here with me
You know the holidays are coming up
I don't want to spend them alone
Memories of Christmas time with you
will just kill me if I'm on my own, oh

Well I didn't mean for this to go as far as it did
And I didn't mean to get so close and share what we did
And I didn't mean to fall in love, but I did
And you didn't mean to love me back

I know it's not the smartest thing to do
we just can't seem to get it right
But what I wouldn't give to have one more chance tonight (one more chance tonight)

I'm sittin' here tryin' to entertain myself with this old guitar
But with all my inspiration gone it's not gettin' me very far
I look around my room and everything I see reminds me of you
Oh please, baby won't you take my hand
we've got nothing left to prove

Well I didn't mean for this to go as far as it did
And I didn't mean to get so close and share what we did
And I didn't mean to fall in love, but I did
And you didn't mean to love me back, but I know you did

And I didn't mean to meet you then we were just kids
And I didn't mean to give you chills the way that I kiss
And I didn't mean to fall in love, but I did
And you didn't mean to love me back but I know you did
Don't say you didn't love me back 'cause you know you did
No, you didn't mean to love me back
But you did


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Happy New Year! [Sunday
January 1st, 2006
[ mood | loved ]

Happy New Year you guys!!!!

Can you believe how fast 2005 went by? I know I can't.

But 2006! It's here! Booyah! Lol.

I hope you guys all had fun last night on New Years Eve... I know I did. :)♥

Have a great year you guys.

I love you!

Ps.- ♥♥♥

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In a daze 'cause I found God. [Thursday
December 29th, 2005
[ mood | blank ]

Hey guys.

Been a few days since my last update. Hope you all had a good Christmakuh.

I got so much good stuff, for Christmas and my birthday. (Which is the day after Christmas for you stupid people that actually call yourself my friend when you didn't know the date of my birthday, but don't worry, I don't know yours either.)

Got a new computer and a camera. So check out my new pics on myspace!

Can you believe it's 3 more days until 2006?

Freaky shiz..

Oh! My mommy broke her finger. It's so sad..and so very gross looking...*shiver* yuck.

Tomorrow she goes to get it fixed. Poor mommy. ♥

Well, nothing else really to say. I'm a year older and 2006 is creeping up. Have a good new year if I don't talk to you.

Call me before school starts so we can hang out!

Ps.- uhmmmm..imissyou♥

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10 more minutes.. [Saturday
December 24th, 2005
[ mood | 10 more minutes! ]

Ten more minutes until Christmas of 2005. Wow, this year has gone by SO incredibly fast..

I hope you guys had a great year. And a even better one next.

Merry Christmakah! Whatever you celebrate, I hope you have a great one, lol.

Love always!

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Right now I definitely feel invisible to you.. [Thursday
December 22nd, 2005
[ mood | I care what he thinks... ]


Haven't updated in a few days. What's up? Spent the night at Courtney's last night. We had fun.. before that we went bowling with J.T and two of his friends which was okay I guess..

Life is in a weird stage right now.. everything is so confusing. You think you know someone but... you could be completely wrong.. in many different ways.

But I guess that's why they call it life.

I don't really have anything to say.. lots of thought right now.

You know what really sucks though? Is when you can't even hold a conversation with someone because one person says something so stupid that just starts a arguement that shouldn't have started to begin with. And you can try your best to stop it but.. doesn't work that well. Whatever.

Call me peeps. We'll hang out, maybe you can put a smile on my face because right now....I definitely don't have one.

Ps.- I care what he thinks.. and that scares me.

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There's no gravity to fall.. [Sunday
December 18th, 2005
[ mood | cold ]


I'm getting over my sickness. Woo-hoo. Uhmmm.. Can't think of any news really..


...-- Nope. I got nothin'.

Ps.- iloveyouuuuu&&missyouuuuuu♥

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Rhymes with witches... [Wednesday
December 14th, 2005
[ mood | blah ]


I want it to be Friday...

Christmas break, helllllllz yes! Def hit up the cell, we're gonna do some definate hanging out. Gosh every other month has gone by so quickly and December seems to be going by so0o0o0o0 slowly..baaaa!

I'm on a diet and guess what! I lost 5 pounds! YES! 5 pounds! Idk how either..I haven't been eating lately though, evertime I eat the smallest portion of something I feel like i'm going to throwup, yuck..but it seems to working, yeehaw.

Anyway. I'm still sick, my throat hurts so bad. I'm trying to get better, I'd hate to be sick on Christmas and my birthday.. talk about shitty..

Well hit up my cell sometime, 'kay? We'll plan a day to chill when peeps get outta scho0ol.

I love you guys♥

Ps.- imissyoulikecrazy♥

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Bad night.. [Wednesday
December 14th, 2005
[ mood | Hurt ]


Tonight.. was not the best of nights..

I was crying and I couldn't stop (Over something I don't care to share...) I'm sick and my voice is almost completely gone, I've obviously been talked about behind my back, and not in a good way.. I'm a loser and a stupid idiot because obviously I'm trusting people who.. just can't be trusted.. And last but not least... I am still crying..over the same thing.. for the past hour and a half..

Ps.- ihavenothingtosaytoyou..♥

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14 days till Christmas! [Sunday
December 11th, 2005
[ mood | ditzy ]


Went to the mall yesterday for Christmas shopping. I pretty much got all mu shopping done. Got Courtney her stuff, JT his stuff, my mom her stuff, my dad his stuff, my grandma her stuff.. I think I got it covered.

I can't say what I was buying 'cause then it won't be a surprise but there was this guy and the thing I bought was 60 dollars, so I had to use my debit card to pay for it, and this guy was like russian or italian or something I have no idea, but he was so adorable! And most of the time I couldn't understand what he was saying 'cause of his accent lol. But anyway, so I was standing there and I was only buying one for someone 'cause I couldn't afford to buy two of them for 60 dollars, and he was like I tell you what, you buy two then i'll give you a third for free. And just listenin' to him would make me wanna buy annnnything lmao, but I was like thanks dude but no way I can't afford that, I'll just take one.
Then he was like okay how about this, you buy one i'll give you the second one for 10 $. And to be honest I really wanted one for myself too! So I was like okay whatever ring it up, lmao. It was so annoying though 'cause he kept trying to get me to buy more of them! And I was like noooooooo. Lol. Darn sales people. *shakes head*


We were at wal-mart and I was getting my stuff and I had to go to the bathroom right, so being left handed, most of the time I don't think of which way i'm going I just trust myself and go left, and turns out myself tricked me and I wound up in the mens bathroom!!!!!!!

I walked in and these guys were like standing there peeing and I was like in total shock lol! I covered my mouth and was like oh my god.. I am so sorry, and then just started cracking up right there in the bathroom lol! Then I turned and left lmfao. It was so humiliating. Funny... but humiliating.

So that was the highlight of my saturday afternoon. OH! and this guy at Pac-Sun was totally gorgeous and was like smiling at me and I was just like look away Holleigh babe, look away (for reasons I won't say because i'm not sure if i'm allowed to say them, but.. you get it)

So... how was your Saturday? Lmao.

ps.- iloveyoubaby♥

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